Sunday, May 11, 2008
Started with Tommy Tenny Conference on Saturday. I didnt feel like going. I was moody. I didnt know why. I have been feeling slightly like that since the Secondary 2 Camp.
Maybe it was also due to many past relationships that failed but I never seem to resolve them emotionally cuz I brushed all these emotions aside. Or maybe it's about my walk with God. That I seem so painful to follow Him in the many situations I have to face.
Had a long chat with friends about the life we have to live as a christian. God is not bothered with how man percieve our success. His yardstick is totally different. Even when we fail in the eyes of man, He might deem us as success if we hear His voice and obey. The journey may sometimes be in such a way that we wish we can pack up & leave but we should not and must not! Easier said than done.
Dunno where to start. Dunno wat to say. Went to church service today. As soon as praise started, I could sense God's Presence strongly. I just cried and cried and released much emotions. If you asked me why I cried, I also cannot say for certain except for the fact that there was much pain. So much accumulated pain that I think the Lord just needed to help me do a heart surgery to release all these pent up emotions. It felt good.
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