Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Holidays are here... Well, after the crazy week of work, did some crazy playing.
Thursday, after the STAFF DEVELOPMENTDAY at zoo, went to JB for seafood dinner!!! Simply cool. Came back to S'pore only at midnight. Still had to wake up early to prepare to go Ubin the next day...!
Well, went Ubin to cycle after so long... Cycled like a few hours, up & down slopes with my "FSG" group then went East Coast Rd for dinner. Yummy.... HK Cafe..!
Soccer on saturday and sunday...! Well, sunday, brought parents to the other outlet of the HK Cafe at Novena..! Eventful rest after heavy work loads.... Now back in school marking after yesterday's invigilation....!
Catcha later...
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
It is an absolutely crazy week!!!
Can die...! Why? Well, I have to finish my work review on thursday. Only given notice on Monday morning...! It is unbelievable... It is done though. 30 pages in total, after intense rushing on Monday and Tuesday...! I slept at 11plus on both nights to rush it through.
On Tuesday, I had to conduct NAPFA tests. It was too long and draggy. I had to man one NAPFA station alone, having no breaks from 330pm till 7pm. I lost count of time also. After finishing the NAPFA test, went back to office to finish up my work... Of compiling those who did not turn up for NAPFA test. Then also had to prepare to key in results for my class for all the subjects. Left office at 830pm. Madness? Well, normal...! Yet to key in my class' test and exam results and deadline is today. No time to key in yet. Now in computer lab with my class. They are given work so I can blog for a while. At least I keyed in my remarks for my form class.
Thursday, still thinking whether got energy to visit cancer patient. Get through today 1st. Still need to conduct NAPFA test later. Saturday still have to do parents' briefing for my thailad trip. At least prepared the slides. Now have to wait for it to be vetted and do the neccessary changes. Life is crazy but God is good! Can't wait for this week to be over... At least got a short break...
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Wow... Still in office at 6:37pm. Everyone has left liao. Sigh. Suppose to go camp tommorrow but still can't leave.
Waiting for a dinner treat but really prefer to be home early as tommorrow got camp. Oh well, don't complain. Grumbling makes one feel miserable.
Better off before being seen writing this... Haha...
Monday, May 01, 2006
It's been so long since I blogged again...! Life has been up & downs, mainly busy & busy...! One wave havent subside, another wave up!
Recently, just sense God starting to do a work in my life. A lot of the old hurts and pains, God is resurfacing. Things of past, things of old. Self-image tattered, bruised and battered by repeated abuse in the past. Coping with it the only way I knew how was to rationalise my feelings or to suppress them.
I know God wants to liberate me and free me from my past. I am fearful to contend with these old hurts and feelings that I have kept with me all these years. Even the awareness of their existence makes me shudder. However, I know that if I do not allow changes to happen and God to heal my past, I would be emotionally crippled. How so?
I would then not be secure and I would do a lot to prove myself, either to others or to self. If I cannot be secure, how can I be a lover? Not just in terms of BGR but a man who genuinely care about anything or anyone?
Had a good talk till about 1am with Chaoyang, Jiajun and Basia. Really apprehensive yet kinda excited that there would be breakthrough in my life but it's gonna be a tough journey.
On a lighter note, last night after service, I suggested a crazy thing. Told the guys to hide and run away from Basia after dinner. After dinner, we went to the toilets, then we decided to play a prank on Basia. When she came out of the toilet, she went searching for us as we manuvered around vehicles or whatever cover we could find to escape her detection. Pure craziness. Last did this years ago. Everyone had a good laugh including some passer-bys who were amused at adults playing such games.
Well, ending off for now but I will be back to serious blogging...
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