Sunday, October 29, 2006
Some people wonder why I have not blogged for a while. Let me explain my schedule.
MONDAY: I was having morning dealing with the class and then had the thanksgiving service. After the thanksgiving service, I had to go for a meeting till about 6pm. Then after that meeting, I rushed off to church to have another meeting for church ministry work. When I reached home and finally rested, it was way past midnight. But that was also because after the meeting, I hung around with some friends to play pool. Just thought of hanging out to chill and relax.
TUESDAY: Though tuesday was a holiday, I woke up a bit later but had to type some work for the Mathematics department to hand in on thursday. It was just 4 pages full to type with own reflections to fill in. Tuesday, my mother suggested I join my uncles and aunties to look at cars. I joined in without realising I sepnt the entire afternoon away. Then I rushed home to wash up and get ready to travel to Serangoon to meet Sophia and gang to attend a meeting for a China service learning trip. It took all the way till 10plus before I finally got to leave. When I reached home, it was about 11plus, close to midnight!
WEDNESDAY: I had to wake up, continue with my report and then prepare to go for my invigilation briefing. After the briefing, I chilled with my colleagues for a while before going home to complete my report. I finished everything by about 10plus. Then I slept.
THURSDAY: Woke up at 5plus to reach school at 6am. To slot the result slips into the report books. Plus I had to prepare some other work to pass to the students. In general, after that, I met parents from 7am till about 1plus 2 pm. Had lunch and then attend another meeting which lasted till about 6pm. After that, went home to rest and prepare for the next day's work. Had to plan end of year work for class before dismissing them.
FRIDAY: Last day of school, none stop action. Met the class in the morning from 745 till 915am. They had recess from 915am till 945am. I had to settle administration and many other matters. Then the short 30 min break for me to catch my breathe. After that, had the emergency exercise till about way past 11plus 12pm. Had lunch then sat through the debrief of the entire event till about 3plus. Then was asked to evacuate school for real as the Principal wants to celebrate the year at Safra. So had to pack and leave. Had some alone time with colleagues from 4pm till 6pm. Then Principal summed up a few things before we proceeded for dinner. When all ended, it was already about 9plus, including a slower dinner. Reached home, had to settle volleyball fixtures. Pulled out all the dates and plan manpower. Who to take the trainings in school and who to bring the teams out, and even having to factor the O level invigilation dates. Took me until about 11plus.
SATURDAY: Went back to school to settle volleyball CCA matters. Reached school at 8am. Settled a lot of paper work, to plan my volleyball match stuff, prepare consent forms and stuff. When I finally finished, went lunch and then sat around to see my B boys train till 5plus. Got home at 545pm, waited a while for Kevin to come my place. Then we proceeded to IMM for dinner with my mum and auntie, to meet my bro & his wife to be. Then shopped at Daiso till about 9plus 10pm. Came home to rest and chat with this bro of mine who is going into OBS for 21days (cos SIA poilet training). Then chatted till we slept because next day must go church.
SUNDAY: Met the cell adults at 10plus to pray and discuss matters. Then officially had cell at 11plus till 1plus. Went to service, had dinner at Changi with some of the youths, together with the adults in the cell. Came home and finally blogged.
IT HAS BEEN A CRAZY WORK WEEK WITH SOME SOCIAL INTERACTION!
What a week it has been. Madness in so many things to meet the deadlines. I am going to collapse at times. Furthermore, when I tried to walk without crutches, my ankle is still sore and painful. The healing is so slow that it is making me sian! I am also affected by the work load. So many deadlines that sometimes I seem to be unhappy and just wish to grumble and not want to do it. Also, reasons upon reasons, it's making this storm of my life unbearable!
God is teaching me a lesson in all these events. He wants me to seek Him and process my emotions with Him, to find my purpose in all that I do once more. What is my talents? What is my role and purpose in teaching? Where has this passion gone to? Has my vision for my role in teaching been disillusioned by the lies and business of work? All these questions, I may not have the answers now. I am really lost and frustrated by many things but I believe!! I truly do believe that God will see me through all these....
I believe my leg would be healed completely in Jesus name! I believe that this season is a period of moulding and submission to my relevant authorithies and do what I must, despite not liking these things at times. I really need to ask God for His vision and passion to do these things which are necessary. I guess the most important thing now is to sort my feelings with Him and capture the passion once again. To know His love for me and His love for the things and people I deal with, more so with the people. That, I must not lose sight! Once all these are settled, the rest are simplier! I will become an eagle which will soar above the storm clouds and not be troubled by circumstances because God is SOVEREIGN! God help me ba...... PAPA, I NEED YOU!!!
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