Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Went service again this week with help from my cell group and a blessing from my brother-in-Christ, Kevin Tay from my Uni days..! He drove me to church! Been so long since we caught up with each other... He also drove me around when we were back in Uni to pursue our love for pool, together with Say Keat, Shuping too... Those were crazy & fun days... Of course, he would drive me up the wall too, at times! Haha... That's wat friends are for. I thought I could agape Him but I realised I couldn't... It was not that easy afterall. I mean to love unconditionally and self-sacrificially, it is not natural, only SUPERNATURAL! I mean we got to really think of what we say when we love something. We love mee siam mia hum! We love our parents/ partners... Does this equate to our parents or partners or whoever to a plate of mee siam? I know God is asking me to love Him & serve His people and feed His sheep... I am rising up again to answer a call which I have ran away from, for years for fear of hurts/ pains/ disappointments that I have experienced. After service, a few of us ex-NTU guys went off to hang out. Kevin Tay, Ben Cheong, Chao Yang, Jiajun and myself! We went to cineleisure and sat down and chatted away, catching up on old times and cracking jokes. What a time! Time flew by. It reached 8plus. Ben showed off his latest catch to us and he went home. Not long after that, we all left too. I walked all the way to Taka basement taxi stand and a taxi gave way to me to cross the road. Cool! At the taxi stand, Chaoyang & I waited for the taxi in queue. Someone actually moved in front of the line because the couple in front of us were talking and did not notice it! I was ENRAGED!! I was in clutches yet he act blur and just moved forward. Next, he just put on his Ipod earphones and acted like nothing happened! Some other couple did that but they apologised upon discovering their mistake that they overtook us. That's much better. I was on clutches and this guy was so so so .... But I went home happy that it was a good day that God blessed me with. I really pray for more love and people of Singapore to be more considerate!
Service was good as there was little of His word but more of a time of response! A response to Him. Though the Lord asked us to confess sins and everything else, I felt mine was slightly different. Mine was a question of renewal of my love for Him. I always compared my love with others and said I wasnt that bad... I love Him what!?! However, He told me He want me to compare with His love for me. I knew I had no complaints liao...! How to win? Haha.... My love for Him was so so shallow...!
I responded to Him during alter call and walked forward with my clutches and all. Then He asked me this question:
"Jason, do you love me?" (This love was agape)
I replied:
"Lord, I can only phileos you!"
He then said:
"Feed my sheep!"
Some might wonder the difference... Let me explain:
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